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Maybe I have ADD? I seem to fit almost all the symptoms.
I just have so much trouble focusing. I lose track of thing or my mind wanders off, and I usually can't complete a task without either mentally dozing for a bit or sidetracking to something else. Having an eye disorder doesn't help. Apparently - according to the optometrist - I have this thing were the muscles in my eyes are either too tight or too weak. So that means I have to concentrate harder to see, or I go crossed or something. Thus the headaches and focal problems. But, hey, I'm really good at those hidden image things.
I also think my fiancé believes I am a hypocondriac in that when I think any symptoms I have match something (like thyroid problems, diabeties, ADD, etc..) then I wonder if I have it... She rolls her eyes when I even mention it aloud to her. Even worse, the doctors seem to ignore me when I bring it up, and my basic lab tests always come back OK (meaning they didn't find anything unusual, because they didn't dig in for anything more than the usual, whatever that is). I keep thinking I'll push someone or go to a specialist to be certain. But, then my procrastination kicks in and I never go.
I'm a Procrastihypocondrabeticaiisticlazyass. Yeah, diagnose THAT!
Bleh... back to work.
I just have so much trouble focusing. I lose track of thing or my mind wanders off, and I usually can't complete a task without either mentally dozing for a bit or sidetracking to something else. Having an eye disorder doesn't help. Apparently - according to the optometrist - I have this thing were the muscles in my eyes are either too tight or too weak. So that means I have to concentrate harder to see, or I go crossed or something. Thus the headaches and focal problems. But, hey, I'm really good at those hidden image things.
I also think my fiancé believes I am a hypocondriac in that when I think any symptoms I have match something (like thyroid problems, diabeties, ADD, etc..) then I wonder if I have it... She rolls her eyes when I even mention it aloud to her. Even worse, the doctors seem to ignore me when I bring it up, and my basic lab tests always come back OK (meaning they didn't find anything unusual, because they didn't dig in for anything more than the usual, whatever that is). I keep thinking I'll push someone or go to a specialist to be certain. But, then my procrastination kicks in and I never go.
I'm a Procrastihypocondrabeticaiisticlazyass. Yeah, diagnose THAT!
Bleh... back to work.
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That is all...
Nothing new to see here.
Not even people thanking me for +watching them or +fav
What's become of you dA?
*bump*
{yeah, I just bumped my own journal.}
Not feeling up to writing today
After all, I haven't exactly been chatty on here. Or on here much at all. But, maybe that will change. I'm not making any promises, mind you. I'm just working on doing more and posting my stuff. Plus, I am pretty much talking to myself right now...
Absentee Deviant
I have really neglected this.
Do I deserve this?
I was let go from another job.
Twice in two years.
Not a good record.
I wasn't a bad employee.
I never was a trouble maker.
The first one was a massive company downsizing.
A medium size company that manufactures printing equipment.
I never felt like my skills were fully utilized.
Sometimes I felt like they didn't know what they were doing.
Over 40 people were let go that day.
Can't say that was my fault, but apparently I wasn't worth keeping.
This time, I'm not sure what they were thinking.
It was a small, but successful, print shop.
I was the only pre-press professional they had.
I ran that department, a multi-tasking fool.
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I just realized something. Maybe I'm having caffeen withdrawl? Yeah, that'd explain the headaches, fatigue, moody, restless, unfocused and agitated feeling I've been having for years.
Granted, the eye thing and having two head injuries in my life, as well as being out of shape and a bit unsatisfied with my life, might have something to do with it. Nah...
Granted, the eye thing and having two head injuries in my life, as well as being out of shape and a bit unsatisfied with my life, might have something to do with it. Nah...